So about four weeks ago, Adam called and asked if I'd meet him for dinner. We did, and he begged me to forgive him, which I did, because I loved him and wanted to see if we could figure things out. It was going really well, until tonight, when he broke up with me in the parking lot of a Border's. I don't even know how to comprehend this. He hasn't broken my heart once - he did it twice. He said he thought that being with me was what he wanted but it really wasn't. He said I'm a great person and he knows he'll regret it, but he just doesn't want to be with me - even though just last week he was talking about moving in together later this year. This guy is truly a piece of crap. He has some serious problems. But that doesn't make it hurt any less. I am more heartbroken than I was the first time because I thought that it was different. It sounds so cliche, but I really did think that it'd work this time. Boy I feel like a prize idiot.
Bunch o' brownies
9 years ago